New Baby

We are having a baby. I can't believe it! If you would have told me this 6 months ago I would have laughed and been pretty adamant that unless God changes my mind we will be a one child family. Well, God changed my mind. I am not saying that all the fears of trying to care for 2 little ones doesn't paralyze me still but at least I know that we are doing this with God's help (and I am going to need it!) Don't get me wrong, I love children and I love Ryan. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect child for God to bless me with. But two? That just seems like 200 fold more than one. I am not sure why, I mean plenty of people have multiple children and have lived to tell about it. For some strange reason that I can not explain how two children is just mind boggling to me. But, I can say that I am extremely excited to have this little one. I am excited to see how God chooses to equip me to be a parent to Ryan and baby #2. I can't wait to write a year from now and share all the blessings that God has given me in my little family.

Scared? Yes! But, I can't wait!